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Okay, this is something for all my friends that see me as too selfish or self-centered or anything along those lines. Look, I'm sorry that I'm not the greatest friend, that I can't always give you what you want or need, that I ask too much from you and don't give you back the same things, but I'm not fucking sorry that I'm more focused on my own things. I know this isn't a recent thing, it never has been, I'm just that fucking reclusive, that anti-social that I'm not the greatest of friends. Not to mention I'm focusing on my relationship most of the time, and when I'm not in one, pretty much the same because I don't feel like talking to many people.

I know you all have your own stress, that you need someone to vent out to and help out, and sometimes I can do that, but other times I can't. I'm only fucking human, I've my own shit to deal with, and I'm usually trying to keep myself as calm and happy as I can be. And, honestly, I'm not sure if it's a chain effect, but people give me the same kinda thing, sometimes for the same reasons, sometimes because they don't know how to respond. Sometimes, I don't know how to respond either. Is it a bad thing to push friends away while in a relationship? Yes, but it fucking happens. I'm sorry that I do that, but I'm not sorry I'm trying to keep myself happy.

Honestly, sometimes it's hard for me to be happy talking to some of my friends because I'm fucking envious of them. My relationship's online, and that hurts like hell, but it hurts worse knowing some of my friends have relationships in person, in real life, and knowing some of the things they do or can do only makes me feel worse and fucking lonely! Is that petty and stupid? Yes, I'm the fucking jealous type! It sucks, but it's fucking true!

All in all, I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry, and this is a problem that's not gonna change. If you feel like you can't handle it, then unfriend me, block me, do whatever the fuck you feel like you should. It's something that can't be helped, focusing more on your own relationship than anything else, and if you do unfriend or block me, that only proves that we were never true friends and never will be.

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Jeff Ireland
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Note: Everyone on my friend's list on here are people I watch.

Welcome to my profile, which has some stories and pics and such I've made. For anyone who reads my stories, please note this: I give descriptions of one of the main character's looks with a simple action for an intro. Why? Because I fucking hate it when how the character looks is a fucking mystery! But, I only detail the important characters, I don't really bother with secondaries or extras. I don't have my stories edited until after they're finished. If I notice typos or mistakes are pointed out to me before it's done, I fix those, but my general grammar stays until the story's done. For anyone who knows me, you know I'm one for blunt, uncensored content. I don't think shit should be censored, and I fucking hate it when people try to tell me what the fuck to write. I mean seriously, if you don't like it, don't fucking read it. I'm not looking for popularity, I'm looking for people actually enjoying the stories. If you don't enjoy my blunt, uncut language and sexual content, then my stories aren't for you. Yeah, I don't read that many books, the most I read is text on my computer screen, which is usually YouTube comments, Facebook stuff, and roleplay text. My English isn't that good, but in truth, whose fucking is? Seriously. For anyone continuing to read after this, first off, WOW! Second off, yeah, I'm petty much a blunt person/writer. Writing's a hobby of mine, much like roleplaying. I find it fun, and like it when people enjoy my work. Sometimes I take comments and reviews into consideration, other times I don't give a fuck. It's nice when people like my work, I know I'm gonna get hate for some of the shit I write, but I don't fucking care. Okay, thank you for your time to read my entire profile.
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Supergoomba554 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
hey i had an idea. since we aren't continuing the rp, maybe you can write it out (how you 100% wanted it) in a journal or something. kinda like a fan fiction, but not really.
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Fyreman666 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Sorry I didn't see this sooner. I could, but I won't. One, she may be a fan character, but she's strictly RP use only unless I change my mind, which may or may not happen. Two, writing a story or specific idea around her would take a while, and I'm not sure how many would find the idea. Even then, those that did find it might not necessarily like it, or the fact in the RP there'd be a 12-14 year old girl having sex because of my rules/needs and how stubborn I can be. And three, it's simply a pain in the ass to find RPers that can follow my rules with little problem.
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Supergoomba554 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
ah ok ^^ it was just an idea
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TheTartestBite Featured By Owner May 20, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi there! I happened to stumble across your page thanks to the random deviant button! I just wanted to take the time to tell you your art is lovely, and don't worry about your English. It'll get better with time, and if you're comfortable with your level don't let people convince you you don't deserve to be here. I especially like your latest deviation! Melinda is a very cute and eye-catching character! Keep up the good work! :heart:
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SavvyRed Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the ego stroke by SavvyRed
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UlterButterMario Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello. I just read your profile description. I like your works and I'm fine if your English sucks. Mine does too.

Nice stories by the way.
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Wonderland04 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
sorry 'bout deleting you from Skype, but the conversation just stopped and went nowhere...
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MrMayhemm Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014
Thanks a lot for the :+fav:, a llama for you
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Waifangel54 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fav! I hope u enjoy :)
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daddysgirl13 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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Fyreman666 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! Be on look out for my fifth journal entry!
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daddysgirl13 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh, most definitely :D
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Kachinadoll Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave on my Steampunk Flight image! :)
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yuukipink Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
:dalove:  Thank you for favoriting my art!! :+fav: 
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Sonnitude Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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Sonnitude Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
what do you think of this new art style? aghast
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rellik1138 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for all the :iconfav3dplz:'S .
I appreciate them.
Here Have A :llama:.
:headbang::peace::headbang:
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flipation Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:!
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engineerJR Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013
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GraphicDream Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave on "Platinum and black" :)
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BananaWork Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav::heart:!! ;P
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BananaWork Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
All of them :D
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Fyreman666 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Damn typos... :icondragonhugplz:
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Fyreman666 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Lol, no problem. :icondragonhugplx:
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